On nights like this
The clock is my enemy
Constantly reminding me
That I’m still awake
And still hurting
Sleep only comes
In short little bursts
Like lines of poetry
A few words here
Five minutes of sleep there
My mind goes into creative overload
A few words here, a few words there
Trying to match the rhythm of a poem
With the rhythm of the clock
It never works
The clock always wins
Always reminding me
That I’m still awake
And still in pain
So I remove the clock battery
No sound from the clock
Only the faucet dripping in the sink
I’m doomed
~The Tennessee Poet~
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Nice. Thank you 😊💛
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((hugs))
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I’m sorry for your pain Walt! ❤️💕
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I’ve dealt with it for 8 years now, since back surgery for a herniated disc. I don’t write about it for sympathy, but to let other chronic pain sufferers know that they are not alone. So many of us have lived with chronic pain for years. 😊❤
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I understand. I don’t see your poems as whining…but I still don’t like you being in pain…
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And I don’t like being in pain. 😒
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I know. ❤️
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Let’s dance 🙂🎶
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I’d love to ❤️❤️❤️
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Your song choice for our dance M’Lady??
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Hmmm…you’re the musician…I’ll let you choose.
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Black Velvet 😍❤
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Done! 🥰😍
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Great song to dance to 😉❤
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My first wife and I were married on May 4, 1968 😊❤
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Definitely a great month! 🙂❤️
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I have to agree. 😊❤
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What a sad line Walt “I don’t care anymore” be like rooks in winter, seeking shelter among skeletal trees, awaiting and relishing the buds of spring.
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It wasn’t meant to be sad, rather a statement that I no longer worried about needing more pain relief.
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Well that has brightened up a dull day.
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I’m glad Chris. Sometimes words can be interpreted differently than if heard when spoken.
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How very true Walt, all good with you and yours at this early hour on your side of the pond. Did you escape the weather?
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Yes we did, just had some rain showers and was rather windy. Will be 74 degrees and sunny here today. Time to do the mowing.
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Do as Willie Nelson has done foster 70 horses and allow them graze.
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It’s cheaper to mow, lol
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Nothing worse than hearing a dripping faucet at night. I did alright last night, but feel the need for a pain pill before I try to sleep tonight. It takes the edge off the pain and usually will make me tired enough to sleep. I wish I could take your pain away for you. We are just tougher than those who don’t understand.
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I usually take only a half. I need more, but only get so many each month. Doctor is increasing the number starting next month, so I am hopeful. I’ve always tried to take less, but now I don’t care anymore.
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I am glad your doctor is increasing the number for you. So many people I know with chronic pain are having their dose cut down or out completely. Sending (((HUGS))) and prayers for less pain my friend.
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Thank you so muchfor the comments, the hugs and the prayers dear friend. 😊❤
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You are most welcome.
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😎🧡
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You can do it, Walt, and I am nominating you for the Mystery Blogger Award.
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I appreciate the nomination Dr., but I made a decision early on to be award free. Thank you though! 🙂
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I understand. (Finals are coming, and I am sorry for not getting back sooner).
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No problem, Good luck on your finals!
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Thx
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I am sorry, Walt. Sending healing thoughts your way.
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Thanks Robbie, I’m OK. It’s just my new normal sleep patterns.
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I was awake all night too, hurting.
Sending you lots of kisses. Hope you’re sleeping now.
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I’m sorry you were hurting. I finally got a couple hours of sleep. Love those kisses 😊
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I still am.
Kiss you some more.
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Have you slept at all? Mmmm… thank you 😊
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Hi, Walt…almost 4 am here and I am awake.
Just don’t worry about the clock or what time it is. Your inner clock is different from the one man made. Self-care for the pain, best you can. Oh, I wish you weren’t in pain.
Regarding the poem…I liked it very much and can relate!! You have a way of making your poetry so relatable, even for those who aren’t having the experience, they can easily understand.
Hoping you get some rest soon and some relief…in the meantime, let poetry be the Balm of Gilead.
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I actually don’t worry about the clock anymore. It is my new normal sleep pattern. Thank you for your kind comments Christina. I hadn’t heard the phrase, “the Balm of Gilead” in ages 😊💛
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I totally get it. My sleep cycle just it is what it is. And it’s funny sometimes up up at night and wonder if anyone else is awake and then I see that you have posted a new poem and I think yep Walt is awake! LOL and I had just used the gospel song about the balm of Gilead in a scene I was writing for my book so it was fresh on my mind.
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I believe that there are many of us night writers. I often see comments from people at 2 or 3 AM. Time zones are different too. 😊
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Perfect. 😊❤️
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Indeed I am, giggle… 😉🧡
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So humble lol 🙂 ❤
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It took years of practice 😊❤
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